His eyes were red-rimmed and swollen. The sleeve of his baby blue hoodie—the one I had bought him for his birthday—was damp where he had cried into it.

When he saw me, he stood up.

But he did not run.

That hesitation cut deeper than any wailing. This child, my Noah, had learned in one brutal morning that the people meant to protect him could walk away without a backward glance. So he stood stock-still, testing the air, waiting to see if I too might change my mind.