All she could think about was the small life inside her, and the two children waiting at home, and the terrible, familiar fear that something always came to take the good things away.
She told Ethan that night, in the privacy of their room, and the man wept openly, pressing his forehead to her stomach as if he could shield the tiny heartbeat with his own body.
They decided to wait to tell the children until the danger had passed.
They would protect Noah and Grace from the fear.
But children, as Clara had learned a long time ago, feel far more than the grown-ups ever give them credit for.
Noah grew clingy that week.
He followed Clara from room to room in his sock feet. He woke in the night and padded down the hall to press his ear against her door, just to hear her breathe.
And one morning, climbing into her lap, he looked up at her with those serious dark eyes and asked the question that broke her heart clean in two.