I packed one small suitcase that night. The hallway of the guest wing was long and silent, my footsteps echoing like a funeral march. Julian was nowhere to be found. I think I knew, even then, that he had been raised to believe that love was something you felt quietly, not something you fought for. I drove through the dark streets of Charleston, past the gas lamps and the old churches, and I did not cry until I reached the outskirts of town. Then the tears came so hard I had to pull over, and I sat there under a live oak tree while the Spanish moss swayed in the wind, wondering how a promise could vanish so completely.